Because I know nobody reads my blog.. I feel safe to say it here.. I AM PREGNANT! Alhamdullilah!!! Syukur sangat sangat..I cried when I first saw that positive sign thinking I wasnt ready and this was all too soon..totally unplanned.. I was so worried financially and of my own stability to be a provider for a child. Regretfully im going to miss my 5 years gradualty of 15k. But but but..whats 15k compared to a life right? I do hope this little one grows well..I didnt know pregnancy is so worrying in the earlier stage..I dont care if I go dumb from sitting home for a freaking year... I am pregnant! I am pregnant! I am pregnant!