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time: 5:05 AM
date: Saturday, January 30, 2010
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet.

I’m sorry for the times I left mum home
I was on the road and she was alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to work
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was you and family
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my mum
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not home
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the only mum in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my mum

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

.....

Sorry for the things that i put your wife through
And all the things i didn’t know what to do
Sorry that she had to read what i wrote
Doing what i did without a proof.
And you would rather be home without a care
As one big family with love and bliss
Even though i treated you like shit

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your wife had to go thru this
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your/my life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the rest had to be kaypo


I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to provoke me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I am really sorry..
I’m sorry for the words that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have her way
So her mummy would tell her the name.
I’m sorry for getting her daddy mad.
I hope he understands its just sad
How siblings could be this bad..
At 23 and she admits, and say
She and neighbour would take the blame
Still its not disgracing your name
He just a man trying to entertain
Because I love my family I’ll take that blame

errr..not so good at this.sheesh.