im extremely bitter and depressed today..
and ive only got myself to blame..

i tried cheering myself up by getting a whole big bottle of whipped cream which now at the same time i am gobbling.im a monster with junks.
i thought it would help.i was wrong.
seems like chocolate is not helping either.
and i wonder where this bundle of emotions is coming from..

it sucks feeling this way..
especially when u try so hard to turn it ard..
i wish i had sleeping pills to pass the day..
and its only 15oohrs.
WTF?!
sigh...
i can swear all day.
i wish i had friends over to spent time with.

SIGH.SIGH.SIGH.SIGH

and u know what? its true..sighing doesnt help one bit.
fuck.