Its amazing how dependent a person can get with the internet and technology.
i for one am guilty of it.
its like being in 2 places at one time, with just a click away.
to being "away from home" to "almost feels at home".
sigh
i cant think, my headache is splitting my head into two...geee

watching power rangers on star movies.lol
wat an old show
and why is it that tommy always is the one who comes to rescue kimberly?
sucha stupid show..cant believe i use to be addicted to it.lol
their dialogues so lame lah cn?
kental show sia...

okay im going to bloat myself with milo..hopefully that helps me sleep.
i miss the neighbour

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The Story of the Pencil
by Paulo Coelho

A boy was watchign his grandmother write a letter.At one point, he asked:
"areu writting story about what we've done?Is it a story about me?"
His grandmother stopped writting her letter and said to her grandson:
"I am writting about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil i'm using.I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up."
Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil.It didnt seem very special.
"But its just like an other pencil ive ever seen!"
"That depends onhow u look at things. It has five qualities which, if u manage to hang on to, will make u a person who is always at peace with the world."

First Quality-
you are capable of great things, but u must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, and He always guides us according to His will. (Tho most of u would have prolly given up or not thought of him cos uve known nothing but sufferings most of ur life.lol. We wudnt be human w/o pain.So face it lor)

Second Quality-
now and then, i have to stop writting and use a sharperner.That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he's much sharper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make u a better person. (Right. Hahaha..i somehow feel that it makes a person more cynical and guarded. If thats what u call a better person. Then perhaphs it does help in a way..like..When ur less open, ur less honest..thus u tend to say or do things u know ppl expect u to..now everybody "thinks" they're happy! yay. lol)

Third Quality-
the pencil always allows us to use an eraser to rub out our mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing, it helps to keep us on the road to justice. (Okay everyone, start ur bloopers in life, apparently it keeps u on the road to justice..so all those matreps and minahreps and criminals and hooligans..dont blame them..they're on their road to justice..they just goin the long way. haha then again it is true in a way..for some of them do learn their lesson the hard way. just be glad u learn it thru others experience.heh)


Fourth Quality-
what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside u. (Aww..have faith in urselves u ppl..if u know or feel like ur a mean person..then u definitely are! ppl telling u that u are nice..thats just bull..nobody knows u better than urselves..u know im right.hahah)

Finally the fifth Quality-
it always leaves a mark.In just the same way, u should know that everything u do in life leaves a mark, so try to be conscious of that in your every action. (Gee..if everyone does this..life would be in slow motion.I guess the world is in the place where its suppose to be. a lil of happiness, a lil of suffering, a lil of joy, a lil of pain, and alot of humans.hahaha.okay nish shut up)


-The End-

im sorry..this is suppose to be an inspirational reflective story for us, you can ignore the opinions in brackets.
ok go.