i hope time flies fast...i cant wait for 18 months to pass..no doubt the money is good...but i feel dead.. i cant stand it that im not able to dance and perform i cant stand it that im not able to meet my friends like i usually do i cant stand it that my weekends are usualy spent away i cant stand it that i dun see azpirasi much anymore i cant stand it that i always feel so lonely on weekdays wen im at home i cant stand it that i remain uncontactable for hours wen i work i cant stand it that im being stereotyped i cant stand it that im always on guard wen im on standby
bottom line... i cant stand it that my life is not under my control anymore.. tis suck..really bad...if there is a way i can just up and go i would... either that..or cud sumone just come sweep me off my feet and make tis all better.. im slowly wilting away here...save me from me can?