Dee hasnt been home for 4 days...
sheesh...it is awkward not seeing her ard...
i guess u have grown on me...chet! like how the boy has grown on me...

ive started reading again~ partly bcos im goin public again..bcos i didnt buy season parking at work ..bcos im goin to start clearing my leave..bcos a new life is beginning for me..
haishh...
wat more? i really have no idea why im so scared..hahah..
ive been most free this days..yet with nthg much to do..
i need to meditate..to rid myself of all this negative thought running thru my head...
and it really doesnt help wen u feel so freaking fat...shit..i do hope im not coming up with a mental sickness..geee


okay...i shall get back to the annoying buzz of msns..