ive thought long and hard for several days now...and u know wat..i believe that guys in general cannot be trusted..no matter how much they love u and how well they treat u...guys..typically would take advantage of what little weakness u have... i was so naive...but its good..ive learned..tho a tad too late..but it will do..weirdly...it doesnt hurt so much now...im doing pretty well... maybe nothing was broken afterall? maybe im just numbed..maybe...we'll see...