its saturday...and i woke up feeling sucky...sucky shudnt be the word..but i was greeted by 2 of my closest friends yet felt so alone... deep long sigh...nope..didnt help either.. - okay a start to a bad weekend-
aiyaaa....ive got another issue.. i know i shudnt...and its not right...but some things cant be helped...and i know..im at the losing end..so wat the heck am i doing? nisha nisha *knocks her own head*
funny how a bad case of love can spoil ur whole entire perception of life.. okay..im young...im naive....theres more to life... be practical i hate my job.i hate daily routine. i hate how my friends are usually so busy with their own life. i hate singapore for its high living expenses. i hate guys who cant make up their mind. i hate having to pretend everything is alright. for now..i hate my life. hate it hate it.
solution= ???
im nvr like tis..how can the optimistic cheerful bubbly irritating laughter nisha have such negative aura?tis is bad..tis is really bad...
and ..
how can i hear happy stories from frens and feel ...well..i dunno...im happy for them..i am..i seriously am..but..a part of me feels angry...for not being the recipient for all those lovelies.. and i feel guilty for feeling that way..im sorry...
geee ive never felt this hopeless before...wat the hell is wrong with me? someone...shine me a torchlight can?ha ha..very funny