the song Berserah by Taufik Batisah came on my mp3..and i remembered how u use to insist that song was nice.I listen to it carefully...
i realised..its a song u actually relate urself to...unfortunately..the song brings tears to my eye...thinking abt ur plight...i feel slighly better knowing how u felt..but then again...my hurt still persist..
im torn between feeling hurt, sorry, betrayed, angry, disappointed, sadness on ur part ..lots more...never have i felt this much emotion at the same time...

on the other side...tis has finally made me realised how much u really mean to me...and perhaps how much i have taken u for granted...

so u see..i really don't know which side of the box i shud be looking at...