u know..i get jealous seeing some of my friends getting employed..but at the same time im just so happy with my current state..u tell me how im suppose to get a job like tis?wen im so funken lazy to make an effort?the folks says..kita harus mengejar waktu..waktu tk akan tunggu kiter..hmm..i dun get it why spore has to be so busy..living in spore is hectic..why cant everything just go at a slow pace..wat are we all chasing after at the end of the day anyway?i guess it all come to one thing.money.to live more comfortably..we need money..to not be looked down on..we need money..and i am in dire need of money...simply put..i finally need a job.why must it be so hard for us malays to get a job..and so freakin easy for them chinese to get a job..i mean...not beeing racist lah..but seriously..most job ads wud haf this requirement of having to speak english and chinese..why chinese..u cud just say bilingual pe..like english and one other..oh i wish to be schoolin again...i wish to not have a care..i wish that money was the last thing on my mind..but no..my mum was complainin abt her hand feeling weak just now cos i asked her to help me bukak packet magee...see...soon i guess she will be retiring..den i need support the family...dun ask me where my brother comes into the picture...i suppose his gonna haf his own family soon..so ive got to prepare..im tinking too far ahead arent i?but anewaes,
i was at kampung glam with hid,syu and hyrul just now..tk glam jek tempat tuk..tk glam as in tk glamour..nthg much...the bazaar was small...the lights wasnt fascinating enuff..its just so normal to me..and im longing to eat suji n deng deng lah ok..and oh im so hapi dat hady won..i voted for him lah ok..thank god he won...tk sia sia jek aku vote..ok ep 2.




heh..i guess from the public view...u ppl wun understand much out of the drawings...heh..but fifo understands..so dats all that matters..u ppl are prolly sick of hearing me going goo goo gooey wit fifo..sorry for the public display of words affection!