I am an emotional ticking bomb. I have forgotten how to feel like a normal human being. I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin. Fortunately im not going through what most people do during their first trimester. You know that vomiting and all. I however am plague with 24/7 of feeling nausea. Not fun. Not fun at all. I havent really had an apetite to eat and that rare chance when i do.. i always end up spilling it back into the toilet bowl if im lucky..or by the roadside. Sigh. It makes me wonder how working preggers do it. I am fortunate to be staying home. I do abit of housechore and end up resting double the time i take to clean up. Piggy me. Can't wait for this trimester to be over! Have i mentioned about how my tongue always taste like ..well like i just licked a rusty rod.. or ermmm..prolly tasted my cat's faeces by accident. URGH!
To make matters worst nothing seems to help.. I've tried brushing my teeth..eating sweets..drinking..eating..nope did not do the trick. Eating is no fun anymore...everything is bland.
I was whining to my mum the other day..asking how some ppl got it so easy... and she said.. " well they didnt go against their parents, maybe ppl have it hard to teach them a lesson.." Right. She has to selit some lessons there.
Ive lost count of howmany times i cry for god knows what... feeling uncomfortable, watching drama, feeling helpless, being annoyed at myself, and not being able to eat.
I cry for every single thing.
Well atleast Lil One is having a ball in there.. The last time i went for a scan it was wiggling. That was definitely a sight.
Okay i shall go continue curling myself in bed. Bah!
March pls come sooner... :(